なみのり ピカチュウ (o^ : ^o)

This video is so wonderful and makes me really happy. All you need to know is that it's the bus driver's birthday. I hope it makes your day a little better!



( Less interesting than the video. )

( Whining. You've been warned! )

( Have a rather large Rapidash/Espeon/Eevee drawing I did yesterday. )

Ummm, I guess I'm done whining for now. I think. ^^; One of the quail babies is taking a dust bath in the food bowl, it's really cute. I like my five little quail and four baby seramas, they're funny and adorable. I still have five or six roosters that need homes, orz, I should put up something at the feed stores looking for homes for them.

( Okay, I just have to whine about my life right now. I just have to. No one should feel obligated to read this, as I really am just whining. )

To counterbalance the angst a bit, I'm rather enjoying driving because it means I can blast music all the time, and theoretically I could go out and do things if I didn't feel guilty doing so because of how awful I'm doing in Chemistry. I don't like having to get gas because it seems like something that occurs far to often, but other than that, driving is good. :) I am super excited about the idea of putting bumper stickers on my car. OHHH YEAH.

I am almost certainly applying for a job at Brunswick Vet in the next few days! Every time I'm there with one of my pets they tell me I should bring in a resume, so I figure it's about time I do so. I think having a job would do me a world of good, with time management skills, money, and getting to do something I enjoy. It would just be a few hours a week probably, but still.

My birthday is coming up in just over two weeks! After that, I plan on starting my Umbreon mascot costume and that is going to be FUN. *____* I'm really excited about it.

Also, I've been drawing a little lately and that makes me happy. Must finish digital Furret drawing for poke_arts and scan other drawings!

I. AM GOING TO DO SO BADLY IN TOMORROW'S CHEM EXAM. T____T NOT FOR LACK OF WORK AND STUDYING, EITHER. I'm going to study most of the night and I studied most of today and last night but I don't think it's going to make enough of a difference to save me.

At least she drops one test, and at least once it's over, it's OVER, and I can stop freaking out and allowing this stupid test to rule my life. Even if I fail it. Which I will. I would be absolutely shocked if I got more than a C on this test. D:

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SOMETIMES I HATE BEING A SCIENCE MAJOR

ON THE PLUS SIDE, NEW HARUHI SEASON IN APRIL! :D

*Goes back to wallowing sadly in Chem homework and trying not to fall into utter despair*

Ughhhh I have so much Chemistry to do it's not even funny. I'm so unprepared for the test on Wednesday and my work ethic is down the toilet. :(

I went to the Songbird Team meeting today, which was wonderful and happy, and then went down to Roseville as a bad spur of the moment decision and got home at 10 PM. Of course, I somehow just remembered that 5 Centimeters Per Second is out of print and I saw one at Best Buy about a week ago, but then I forgot that it's Sunday so Best Buy closed before I could get there, making the whole five hour total trip moot (and this was all time that I should have been using to study).

Now I'm trying to talk myself into doing Chemistry work. I feel really unmotivated to do the work partly because I don't really understand what I'm doing all that well, and I don't understand it well enough because I didn't do the work. So basically I'm propagating my own CYCLE OF FAIL for absolutely no reason. WTF SELF, STOP THIS. *Flails unhappily* ;___; At least I still have a few days left to get working and learn the material to a point where I understand it and can do well on the test. To be honest, I almost always do this sort of awful, stressful cramming schedule anyway so I shouldn't be so shocked, but for some reason I always think I'm out of this problem and then it sneaks up on me.

I really just need to get my butt in gear. SERIOUSLY.

Also, Sword of the Stranger is playing in theaters on Thursday evening in Roseville, so I want to try to make it to that. And my driver's test is Thursday afternoon. I think I might try to plan a Dennou Coil marathon or something for this weekend or next weekend.

I really should go to bed, but I feel bleh and a bit depressed and a little sick, so I think I need something to at least try to cheer me up a little. ._.;

Just...cleaning up headless baby bird I was raising at 5 AM (and not being able to get that image out of my head) + lack of sleep + good possibility of NOT getting the Pikachu DS that I've been wanting to buy for MONTHS and did buy but still might not get + hurting arm + small possibility another jay will die = ...*Cries*

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It's two in the morning. I got up at 4:30 AM. I really, really, really need to sleep.