First and foremost,
loika linked me to a translation of Satoshi Kon's written goodbye, which I share with all of you:
http://makikoitoh.com/journal/satoshi-kons-last-words
I started crying partway through it... It's so sad to read, but also insightful and meaningful. I feel a more closure now, at least, like I'm not just hanging here suspended, but instead that I can actually mourn for the loss of this amazing person. I'm sure I'll be sad for a while, as he was someone I truly admired and was inspired by. I feel like every time I watch any of his pieces I have a deeper appreciation for it and for his hard work, talent, and dedication to his stories.
It's kind of interesting to me that the last of my nine Millennium Actress cels I bought is one of Chiyoko in the astronaut suit, looking sad. It's not from the final scenes of the movie or anything, I believe it's from after Genya saves her, but it still seems symbolic in a way. I don't know, I'm reading into things too much again.
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I went to the intake center today, which was...well, I basically sorted mealworms the entire time. Believe it or not, sorting mealworms is an activity I greatly enjoy. (I also made a mess/had a bunch of humorous mishaps when trying to tube feed a band-tailed pigeon, but that's another matter, haha.) A little while into my mealworm-sorting, Jan came and brought the new order of 10k mealworms in.
They were ALL dead from the heat. As far as I could tell, every single one of them. :( Hopefully our group will be getting a free replacement order from the company, because...fail. Meanwhile, I froze some of the dead mealworms for use in making baby bird feeding formula. The other 8000 or so, though?
They went to my chickens. :D Needless to say, I have the happiest chickens EVER today! You should've seen the rate at which they were chugging down those mealworms! I watched them with great amusement for a good half-hour.
Speaking of chickens, I have a few girls and boys that are in need of names! Can you volunteer some ideas?
( Pictures of aforementioned unnamed birds, plus a few others. )
I really ought to take some better pictures of the chickens sometime, with more artistic value (these plus a lot more were all snapped in ten or fifteen minutes), but in the meantime hopefully these will suffice.
And it's 3 AM and I don't really feel like going to sleep but I don't know what I feel like doing otherwise. Hmmmm.
http://makikoitoh.com/journal/satoshi-kons-last-words
I started crying partway through it... It's so sad to read, but also insightful and meaningful. I feel a more closure now, at least, like I'm not just hanging here suspended, but instead that I can actually mourn for the loss of this amazing person. I'm sure I'll be sad for a while, as he was someone I truly admired and was inspired by. I feel like every time I watch any of his pieces I have a deeper appreciation for it and for his hard work, talent, and dedication to his stories.
It's kind of interesting to me that the last of my nine Millennium Actress cels I bought is one of Chiyoko in the astronaut suit, looking sad. It's not from the final scenes of the movie or anything, I believe it's from after Genya saves her, but it still seems symbolic in a way. I don't know, I'm reading into things too much again.
I went to the intake center today, which was...well, I basically sorted mealworms the entire time. Believe it or not, sorting mealworms is an activity I greatly enjoy. (I also made a mess/had a bunch of humorous mishaps when trying to tube feed a band-tailed pigeon, but that's another matter, haha.) A little while into my mealworm-sorting, Jan came and brought the new order of 10k mealworms in.
They were ALL dead from the heat. As far as I could tell, every single one of them. :( Hopefully our group will be getting a free replacement order from the company, because...fail. Meanwhile, I froze some of the dead mealworms for use in making baby bird feeding formula. The other 8000 or so, though?
They went to my chickens. :D Needless to say, I have the happiest chickens EVER today! You should've seen the rate at which they were chugging down those mealworms! I watched them with great amusement for a good half-hour.
Speaking of chickens, I have a few girls and boys that are in need of names! Can you volunteer some ideas?
( Pictures of aforementioned unnamed birds, plus a few others. )
I really ought to take some better pictures of the chickens sometime, with more artistic value (these plus a lot more were all snapped in ten or fifteen minutes), but in the meantime hopefully these will suffice.
And it's 3 AM and I don't really feel like going to sleep but I don't know what I feel like doing otherwise. Hmmmm.

