My horoscope said something shocking and interesting would happen today...

So far, this hasn't been fulfilled. *Shrug* Not to imply that I expect horoscopes to be accurate, but I wish something shocking and exciting and meaningful would happen like it says. Maybe it will. I don't know. Theoretically, I could potentially make it happen, but I'm not sure if I want to. :/

Anyway. It's rainy and pretty today. I was going to write again yesterday from Mom's computer, but, well, I got home from school and sat on the couch and started watching Psychic Witnesses and I fell asleep. Eventually, Mom and Ryan were annoyed that I was sleeping on the couch, so they insisted I go to bed. So I did. I didn't wake up until around 7:30 PM, which was when I forced myself to take a shower, call Cody, and finish Out of the Silent Planet. I went back to sleep at about 9 PM. I had trouble sleeping at that point--partly because I had already slept so much and partially because my mind was plagued with the usual overanalyzing of things.

I eventually fell back asleep, though.

Today has been thoroughly uneventful so far. In Art, Jasmine and I talked about random weird things; I sat there aimlessly in Econ; PE, we played volleyball indoors because of the rain (and I couldn't hit the darn ball); Art was uneventful; and in English, 80% of the class was gone so the remaining students just talked to Mrs. Mclean about books made into movies. At the end of the period, I talked to Mrs. Mclean about how Fullmetal Alchemist connects to Frankenstein, and also mentioned Eva, and she says I can maybe show some episodes of FMA in class soon. :D I'm very excited about it, and I'm already brewing ideas in my head about what I want to say about it and how I want to present it.

During seventh period, I randomly went to the library with Shannon, where we...uh...did nothing, pretty much. Talked about anime and today's teenagers and random things. After that, there was a rally, which of course I didn't go to, and I instead sat around in the choir room talking to Freshmen anime fangirls.

That in and of itself was a unique experience. Let's just put it that way.

Basically, they squealed about Inuyasha and Fruits Basket the whole time. I attempted to relate. Not sure that worked very well, either. I was bored, so I randomly handed one of them some Japanese SasuNaru fanart I had printed out (and just happened to be in my art sketchpad, for staring at). Conversation:

Girl: "Wait, is this a guy and a girl, or a girl and a guy?"
Me: *Huge grin* "Actually, it's two guys."
Girl: Eeek! *Drops it* That's terrible!

So then I had to explain to her the joys of shounen-ai. ._.; Geez, what kind of an anime fangirl doesn't even know about shounen-ai?! And this girl claims to frequently read fanfiction, too! :O I am shocked and appalled.

Anyway, then I told the whole story about the mystery can yaoi at Fanime, which caused hysterics on their part. One of the girls said she didn't think she'd ever laughed that hard. ^^; Um, okay...? Now that I think about it, though, I realize I left out some vital parts of the story (ie, the whole thing with KK's sandals being taken hostage). Oh well. Can't go back now.

I had Mom drive me to Dad's house, where I immediately called Cody. He came over after about a half hour, and we sat on my bed drawing for about two hours. He would've stayed longer, but his Mom called to remind him he had to sing at the football game at NU. ;_; Wahhh. He said he'd come back later, though. I hope he does.

I signed up for naruto_wishlist today! I'm really excited--it's going to be so much fun! :D If anyone else wants to sign up, I'd love to have someone to talk about it with. KK, you should do it! I don't know, that's just awesome to me. It even might be motivating me to write on my SasuNaru fanfic for once. :O I might just do that--although I'm wrestling with my feelings right now, and the horoscope is screwing with my mind, and now I can't decide just what I want to do.

Oh well. At least I'm in a good mood. It's such a Friday. X3

My horoscope said something shocking and interesting would happen today...

So far, this hasn't been fulfilled. *Shrug* Not to imply that I expect horoscopes to be accurate, but I wish something shocking and exciting and meaningful would happen like it says. Maybe it will. I don't know. Theoretically, I could potentially make it happen, but I'm not sure if I want to. :/

Anyway. It's rainy and pretty today. I was going to write again yesterday from Mom's computer, but, well, I got home from school and sat on the couch and started watching Psychic Witnesses and I fell asleep. Eventually, Mom and Ryan were annoyed that I was sleeping on the couch, so they insisted I go to bed. So I did. I didn't wake up until around 7:30 PM, which was when I forced myself to take a shower, call Cody, and finish Out of the Silent Planet. I went back to sleep at about 9 PM. I had trouble sleeping at that point--partly because I had already slept so much and partially because my mind was plagued with the usual overanalyzing of things.

I eventually fell back asleep, though.

Today has been thoroughly uneventful so far. In Art, Jasmine and I talked about random weird things; I sat there aimlessly in Econ; PE, we played volleyball indoors because of the rain (and I couldn't hit the darn ball); Art was uneventful; and in English, 80% of the class was gone so the remaining students just talked to Mrs. Mclean about books made into movies. At the end of the period, I talked to Mrs. Mclean about how Fullmetal Alchemist connects to Frankenstein, and also mentioned Eva, and she says I can maybe show some episodes of FMA in class soon. :D I'm very excited about it, and I'm already brewing ideas in my head about what I want to say about it and how I want to present it.

During seventh period, I randomly went to the library with Shannon, where we...uh...did nothing, pretty much. Talked about anime and today's teenagers and random things. After that, there was a rally, which of course I didn't go to, and I instead sat around in the choir room talking to Freshmen anime fangirls.

That in and of itself was a unique experience. Let's just put it that way.

Basically, they squealed about Inuyasha and Fruits Basket the whole time. I attempted to relate. Not sure that worked very well, either. I was bored, so I randomly handed one of them some Japanese SasuNaru fanart I had printed out (and just happened to be in my art sketchpad, for staring at). Conversation:

Girl: "Wait, is this a guy and a girl, or a girl and a guy?"
Me: *Huge grin* "Actually, it's two guys."
Girl: Eeek! *Drops it* That's terrible!

So then I had to explain to her the joys of shounen-ai. ._.; Geez, what kind of an anime fangirl doesn't even know about shounen-ai?! And this girl claims to frequently read fanfiction, too! :O I am shocked and appalled.

Anyway, then I told the whole story about the mystery can yaoi at Fanime, which caused hysterics on their part. One of the girls said she didn't think she'd ever laughed that hard. ^^; Um, okay...? Now that I think about it, though, I realize I left out some vital parts of the story (ie, the whole thing with KK's sandals being taken hostage). Oh well. Can't go back now.

I had Mom drive me to Dad's house, where I immediately called Cody. He came over after about a half hour, and we sat on my bed drawing for about two hours. He would've stayed longer, but his Mom called to remind him he had to sing at the football game at NU. ;_; Wahhh. He said he'd come back later, though. I hope he does.

I signed up for naruto_wishlist today! I'm really excited--it's going to be so much fun! :D If anyone else wants to sign up, I'd love to have someone to talk about it with. KK, you should do it! I don't know, that's just awesome to me. It even might be motivating me to write on my SasuNaru fanfic for once. :O I might just do that--although I'm wrestling with my feelings right now, and the horoscope is screwing with my mind, and now I can't decide just what I want to do.

Oh well. At least I'm in a good mood. It's such a Friday. X3

Wow, what a strange place the world is...

Remember how I was complaining about my horoscope not being true in the last entry? Well, I've concluded (yet again) that the world is a mysterious and strange place.

(Realize while reading this that I do not take horoscopes themselves seriously. They're fun, it's always kind of exciting when they're right, but I don't really pay them any actual heed.)

I was interpreting the horoscope in entirely the wrong way. I felt I was interpreting it correctly--I was interpreting it in the way that seemed most relevant to everything that has been going on in my life recently. Anyway, so I sat around for a while, kind of waiting for something to happen. Started drawing while I waited to call Cody back. Eventually he called to cancel our hanging out because his Mom was taking him out to dinner (which was somewhat disappointing but foreseeable), so I moved on and continued drawing.

Eventually, I felt like talking to someone, so I called Nicole up out of the blue, just for the fun of it. Felt we could idly chit-chat or something. It ended up that we talked for at least three or four hours--and in doing that, I think we cleared up a lot of things and really got back in touch with each other. You have to realize--we used to be, and still are, the best of friends, but over the two years or so, there has been a growing separation between us. Both of us have changed to a certain extent, started getting false impressions about things, and generally felt misunderstood around the other. However, this conversation, I think, helped both of us out more than I can express. Next time we get a chance (we're both busy with previous engagements over the weekend), we're really going to have the ultimate gut-spilling conversation, and I think that'll do wonders for our mental states. Turns out we were both in the same boat, but neither of us realized it.

So, the horoscope was right after all, and all is good with the world, and it sort of feels funny that it came true after all. XD See, I was thinking, "Eh, it probably won't come true," but at the same time, I was hoping it would. Then, I thought it wouldn't and it was too late for it to come true, and it miraculously did. Here I had that ghost of hope that at the last minute it would come true, and it was just the tiniest hope beyond hope--and it came true.

But now I have to wonder--did it come true only because I read it? It's interesting to note that if I hadn't read it, it wouldn't have set off the chain of events that lead to me calling Nicole which lead to it coming true. So...I don't know. I feel like the world is a cool place right now. And I'm feeling better in general. Definitely looking forward to having a full-blown, no-holds-barred conversation for once. It'll take a lot of weight of my chest.

I think I blew the stupid horoscope out of proportion a bit. XD (To put it mildly.)

Um, yeah. That's all. I have a cosplay party to attend tomorrow night. ^_^

Wow, what a strange place the world is...

Remember how I was complaining about my horoscope not being true in the last entry? Well, I've concluded (yet again) that the world is a mysterious and strange place.

(Realize while reading this that I do not take horoscopes themselves seriously. They're fun, it's always kind of exciting when they're right, but I don't really pay them any actual heed.)

I was interpreting the horoscope in entirely the wrong way. I felt I was interpreting it correctly--I was interpreting it in the way that seemed most relevant to everything that has been going on in my life recently. Anyway, so I sat around for a while, kind of waiting for something to happen. Started drawing while I waited to call Cody back. Eventually he called to cancel our hanging out because his Mom was taking him out to dinner (which was somewhat disappointing but foreseeable), so I moved on and continued drawing.

Eventually, I felt like talking to someone, so I called Nicole up out of the blue, just for the fun of it. Felt we could idly chit-chat or something. It ended up that we talked for at least three or four hours--and in doing that, I think we cleared up a lot of things and really got back in touch with each other. You have to realize--we used to be, and still are, the best of friends, but over the two years or so, there has been a growing separation between us. Both of us have changed to a certain extent, started getting false impressions about things, and generally felt misunderstood around the other. However, this conversation, I think, helped both of us out more than I can express. Next time we get a chance (we're both busy with previous engagements over the weekend), we're really going to have the ultimate gut-spilling conversation, and I think that'll do wonders for our mental states. Turns out we were both in the same boat, but neither of us realized it.

So, the horoscope was right after all, and all is good with the world, and it sort of feels funny that it came true after all. XD See, I was thinking, "Eh, it probably won't come true," but at the same time, I was hoping it would. Then, I thought it wouldn't and it was too late for it to come true, and it miraculously did. Here I had that ghost of hope that at the last minute it would come true, and it was just the tiniest hope beyond hope--and it came true.

But now I have to wonder--did it come true only because I read it? It's interesting to note that if I hadn't read it, it wouldn't have set off the chain of events that lead to me calling Nicole which lead to it coming true. So...I don't know. I feel like the world is a cool place right now. And I'm feeling better in general. Definitely looking forward to having a full-blown, no-holds-barred conversation for once. It'll take a lot of weight of my chest.

I think I blew the stupid horoscope out of proportion a bit. XD (To put it mildly.)

Um, yeah. That's all. I have a cosplay party to attend tomorrow night. ^_^