Wow, what a strange place the world is...
Oct. 28th, 2005 11:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuRemember how I was complaining about my horoscope not being true in the last entry? Well, I've concluded (yet again) that the world is a mysterious and strange place.
(Realize while reading this that I do not take horoscopes themselves seriously. They're fun, it's always kind of exciting when they're right, but I don't really pay them any actual heed.)
I was interpreting the horoscope in entirely the wrong way. I felt I was interpreting it correctly--I was interpreting it in the way that seemed most relevant to everything that has been going on in my life recently. Anyway, so I sat around for a while, kind of waiting for something to happen. Started drawing while I waited to call Cody back. Eventually he called to cancel our hanging out because his Mom was taking him out to dinner (which was somewhat disappointing but foreseeable), so I moved on and continued drawing.
Eventually, I felt like talking to someone, so I called Nicole up out of the blue, just for the fun of it. Felt we could idly chit-chat or something. It ended up that we talked for at least three or four hours--and in doing that, I think we cleared up a lot of things and really got back in touch with each other. You have to realize--we used to be, and still are, the best of friends, but over the two years or so, there has been a growing separation between us. Both of us have changed to a certain extent, started getting false impressions about things, and generally felt misunderstood around the other. However, this conversation, I think, helped both of us out more than I can express. Next time we get a chance (we're both busy with previous engagements over the weekend), we're really going to have the ultimate gut-spilling conversation, and I think that'll do wonders for our mental states. Turns out we were both in the same boat, but neither of us realized it.
So, the horoscope was right after all, and all is good with the world, and it sort of feels funny that it came true after all. XD See, I was thinking, "Eh, it probably won't come true," but at the same time, I was hoping it would. Then, I thought it wouldn't and it was too late for it to come true, and it miraculously did. Here I had that ghost of hope that at the last minute it would come true, and it was just the tiniest hope beyond hope--and it came true.
But now I have to wonder--did it come true only because I read it? It's interesting to note that if I hadn't read it, it wouldn't have set off the chain of events that lead to me calling Nicole which lead to it coming true. So...I don't know. I feel like the world is a cool place right now. And I'm feeling better in general. Definitely looking forward to having a full-blown, no-holds-barred conversation for once. It'll take a lot of weight of my chest.
I think I blew the stupid horoscope out of proportion a bit. XD (To put it mildly.)
Um, yeah. That's all. I have a cosplay party to attend tomorrow night. ^_^
(Realize while reading this that I do not take horoscopes themselves seriously. They're fun, it's always kind of exciting when they're right, but I don't really pay them any actual heed.)
I was interpreting the horoscope in entirely the wrong way. I felt I was interpreting it correctly--I was interpreting it in the way that seemed most relevant to everything that has been going on in my life recently. Anyway, so I sat around for a while, kind of waiting for something to happen. Started drawing while I waited to call Cody back. Eventually he called to cancel our hanging out because his Mom was taking him out to dinner (which was somewhat disappointing but foreseeable), so I moved on and continued drawing.
Eventually, I felt like talking to someone, so I called Nicole up out of the blue, just for the fun of it. Felt we could idly chit-chat or something. It ended up that we talked for at least three or four hours--and in doing that, I think we cleared up a lot of things and really got back in touch with each other. You have to realize--we used to be, and still are, the best of friends, but over the two years or so, there has been a growing separation between us. Both of us have changed to a certain extent, started getting false impressions about things, and generally felt misunderstood around the other. However, this conversation, I think, helped both of us out more than I can express. Next time we get a chance (we're both busy with previous engagements over the weekend), we're really going to have the ultimate gut-spilling conversation, and I think that'll do wonders for our mental states. Turns out we were both in the same boat, but neither of us realized it.
So, the horoscope was right after all, and all is good with the world, and it sort of feels funny that it came true after all. XD See, I was thinking, "Eh, it probably won't come true," but at the same time, I was hoping it would. Then, I thought it wouldn't and it was too late for it to come true, and it miraculously did. Here I had that ghost of hope that at the last minute it would come true, and it was just the tiniest hope beyond hope--and it came true.
But now I have to wonder--did it come true only because I read it? It's interesting to note that if I hadn't read it, it wouldn't have set off the chain of events that lead to me calling Nicole which lead to it coming true. So...I don't know. I feel like the world is a cool place right now. And I'm feeling better in general. Definitely looking forward to having a full-blown, no-holds-barred conversation for once. It'll take a lot of weight of my chest.
I think I blew the stupid horoscope out of proportion a bit. XD (To put it mildly.)
Um, yeah. That's all. I have a cosplay party to attend tomorrow night. ^_^
