Yes, more fangirling.

[pacificpikachu]

I...AM SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING ON MY BOTANY PAPER. In fact, I was going to work on it three hours ago, but then...you guessed it, I started watching a few episodes of Mysterious Ways.

I consider myself officially re-obsessed. Totally. I recognize that the series has its little flaws and isn't perfect, though it is very very good, but I just love it SO MUCH. The characters kill me with love. I adore all three of them to rather ridiculous extents. The good? I absolutely love being obsessed with things. It's fun, it gives me something interesting to think about, I get really into the characters and their chemistry (and this series has amazing characters and character chemistry), and in general I just love the feeling of being infatuated with a series. It makes me all excited and happy. The bad? Next week is finals, and this fandom is not quite dead but very close. You better watch out over Christmas break, RL friends. I'll get you into it, too. Especially you, KK. >D

Ahahaha, I was sitting in Botany class yesterday and I swear I couldn't stop thinking about and felt like crying over a few of the scenes from the series, and my little shipper heart was going all crazy on me. This made me a bit baffled, because usually even when I'm obsessed I'm not this, uh, strangely emotionally invested (okay, sometimes I am, but certainly not during class!), and then I realized what time of the month it is. AHAHA, thank you, hormones, for driving me further into insane fangirl land than I already was. At least I didn't actually start crying over thinking about scenes from a TV series that was canceled six years ago. That would be embarrassing, to say the least.

Still haven't found the episode I'm looking for on my tapes. I'm getting rather nervous, but I have faith that it's somewhere. I hope? Please? *Prays to the number 528* I messaged three people on YouTube who had clips from that episode in their fanvids to see if they might have it, too. [/does best to restrain self from rambling about series forever for the sake of confused and disinterested f-list]

On a much uglier and more unpleasant note... Our house at mom's is now in foreclosure. I'm scared. I really, really don't want us to lose our house. I think we'll be able to save it still (I hope), but... Scary. Trying not to think about it too much, don't really want to talk about it at all, and I probably won't write about it again until we have a conclusion of some sort. But...think good thoughts for us? I was already having kind of a rough time, and hearing this made me all upset again. At least I have my fandoms to comfort me and keep me distracted, because it's not like there's anything I can do about it. :(

Better go work on my Botany paper so I can hopefully get more than two hours of sleep tonight, orz. Three Botany class sessions to go! I can do it! The next week is going to be icky with all this studying and homework and completing things.

To do list:

- FINISH INTAKE FORMS FOR REHAB! SEND BEFORE THIS WEEKEND! URGENT!
- Write fennec fox paper for Mammalogy
- Read remaining Mammology lectures, finish last test and turn in
- Sign up for rest of Spring classes
- Work on Botany labs
- Start studying over weekend for Botany final!

I love my new icons. ♥

Comments

[storyteller.livejournal.com]

oh man, i really hope that it all ends up okay with your house. ♥ i'll be thinking good thoughts your way.

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

Thank youuu! So far it sounds like we're not going to lose it, so that's good news and a big relief.

[ensuing.livejournal.com]

I hope everything works out with the house! =(

With all your praise of this series, I think I'm going to have to check it out when I finish my crazy deadlines. Because now you have me really, really interested!!

Good luck with your paper!!

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

Thank you! So far it sounds like we're not going to lose it, so that's good news and a big relief.

Oooh, I would love it if you want to check it out! I admit my fangirling is probably a little overblown because I have such a nostalgic/long-time attachment to it, but it is a great series and if you get a chance to see it I'd love to hear your thoughts! ♥ The three main characters are just great, and I love the series' writing.

And the paper is all done and turned in, thankfully. :D

[archaneah.livejournal.com]

Oh good. Just what I need. ANOTHER fandom to distract me from my super important homework... Uhg....

I'm looking foward to it though. :D

I am, very secularly, praying for you.

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

That's why I'm going to introduce it to you over our break! And if it's any consolation, the fandom is mostly dead or very quiet, so there's really not much to distract you once you finish the series. The only fanfiction that exists is awful as far as I've found, and there isn't much of it to begin with. :/ I'm curious if you'll have the same shipping preference as me, if you ship anything in it at all. I suspect you might, but we'll see.

Also, Gurren Lagann and Dennou Coil. These three series, you, Cody (if he's around/has time), and I over Christmas break. It'll be awesome. :D

Thank you! So far it seems like we'll be able to keep it, but we can always use more positive thoughts. ♥

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's kind of irritating not having a fandom to go with your show because then the enthusiasm kind of explodes all over everyone who is not involved and they all go "???" because they don't get it. I'm always obsessed over something or other as well, but I think the extents and the subjects of said obsession tend to change depending on how I'm feeling and what's going on. I'm just a ridiculously obsessive person any way you look at it, though. XD I'm glad at least most of my series, even my obscure series, have fandoms.

Hahaha, hormones are so crazy. I'm glad I'm not the only one who this has happened to, because I was seriously starting to wonder about my sanity before I remembered it was just my hormones messing me up. I mean, playing one scene in your head over and over and over again and getting all choked up about it for absolutely no reason during Botany class is just weird.

Thanks for your concern! It seems so far like it's going to be all right and we're not going to lose it, but of course anything helps. ♥ I've been thinking good thoughts for your family and your Uncle as well.