Darn it...

[pacificpikachu]

I've been fine all day, doing homework and hanging around and such, but now I'm back to missing Lily and crying. This happens every night. ;_; She was the best dog in the world... I miss her so, so, so much.

I did find some numbers for border collie puppies today in the Sacramento Bee. As much as it won't help with losing Lily, it makes it harder to cry too much when there's a puppy in creating havoc of all kinds in the house.

...Darn, I miss her so much I can't even express it in words. She was the most beautiful, sweet, intelligent dog. She truly was a member of our family, and now that she's gone she's left a huge void. And I still haven't accepted that she's gone.

I'm sorry to keep going on about her in my LiveJournal, but I'm having a hard time coping with losing her, and even if I just repeat the same things over and over again, it at least helps me understand my loss a little better.

Oh, by the way--we might be buying a house with Dad soon if the sellers accept our offer. :D It's a really nice house--the only thing I don't like is the carpet. XD;; Everything else is great.

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[visualise-this.livejournal.com]

Even though there's probably nothing I can say to make things better, all I have to say is this: focus on the good things that are coming your way. I know it can be difficult, but try to feel better and start to smile again. Happiness is worth a lot at times like these.

[moogleborg.livejournal.com]

(hugs)