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[pacificpikachu]

Soooo much to catch up on, and I'm not sure I'll have the time tonight to do so. I'm all uber-emotional again, which is...not fun. Anyway, I'm going to have to write a nice long entry about the last six days or so if I get the time tonight, and if I don't I'll write it as soon as I can. Having an exchange student was lots of fun, and we got Tia back (for good). :)

Gahhh...I wish my mind wasn't such an absolute mess. ;_; KK keeps saying to write a happy LiveJournal entry, but my emotions have been like a terrible rollercoaster for...what, at least a year now? Probably more. It keeps getting worse and worse, though, as I get more and more attached and also more unsure of myself.

Anyway, I'll try to write again. I'd better go start getting caught up on my Friends page, though.

Comments

[trf-chan.livejournal.com]

<3 *huggles*

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I'm feeling better now.

[archaneah.livejournal.com]

Hey! In my defense, I only said that once in half-jest...

...Cheer up though. Remember what Mr. Stanley said. YOU are in control of your emotions. I dunno if that's true in all cases, but I do believe that most of the time, we allow ourselves to feel a certain way. Just, smile some. It's going to be okay, I promise, and if it's not, you can shoot me, skin me and drag me through salt, then disown me as a friend.

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

I know. ^_^

Thanks--I'm better now. Talked to Cody, resolved a lot of issues, and I'm much, much better now.

[archaneah.livejournal.com]

THANK YOU GOD! I was about to commit suicide for you. God I feel like a shitty friend, I wasn't there to talk when you actually needed to talk.

I still want to talk to you, if you're still up to it, as I imagine you haven't resolved everything, seeing as the amount of emotional rides you've gone through probably couldn't be fixed within a couple of hours. Looks like Nicole is running off to Santa Cruz (You know what that means), so hey, that gives us time to actually spend together by ourselves. We could go and get Chai and Fairy Tea and walk around and talk. Maybe I could offer some advice. I just want to help make things better for you, take some of your load hopefully.

[pacificpikachu.livejournal.com]

Awww, you're so sweet. It's okay--I don't expect my friends to be able to drop everything just to talk. We have [to some degree, at least] lives, and I don't have unreasonable expectations.

Of course I haven't resolved everything, but seeing as I was able to talk about things openly and all, I'm feeling lots better. Yes, we should definitely still talk. This weekend would be just fine to do so. I'm finally...sort of...opening up more. At least a little bit.

[archaneah.livejournal.com]

I know, I feel like I should have been there to talk though. Ya know how it goes. Even if you never expected me to, I still feel inadequate knowing that I didn't.

I'll try to make up for it. ^_^