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Mar. 15th, 2010 06:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuI had such an awesome weekend with friends, the spring weather is back, I was feeling optimistic and great about things in general...
Until I came home and mom informed me that she found all three of my young old english game bantams (Piper, Blackbird, and Isabelle) dead today.
I don't know why they died, and I can't stop crying and crying and crying. I can't believe they're gone, and it hurts so much. I really, really loved those three and was so proud of them. Piper was going to be the head rooster for my whole flock. I feel so guilty, like if maybe I didn't go away for two days this weekend they wouldn't have died.
I just feel so awful, and just when things were looking up. I keep hoping things will get better, and then whenever they do something else takes that away.
I want my beautiful little birds back...
Until I came home and mom informed me that she found all three of my young old english game bantams (Piper, Blackbird, and Isabelle) dead today.
I don't know why they died, and I can't stop crying and crying and crying. I can't believe they're gone, and it hurts so much. I really, really loved those three and was so proud of them. Piper was going to be the head rooster for my whole flock. I feel so guilty, like if maybe I didn't go away for two days this weekend they wouldn't have died.
I just feel so awful, and just when things were looking up. I keep hoping things will get better, and then whenever they do something else takes that away.
I want my beautiful little birds back...
