Yes, more fangirling.
Dec. 3rd, 2008 10:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuI...AM SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING ON MY BOTANY PAPER. In fact, I was going to work on it three hours ago, but then...you guessed it, I started watching a few episodes of Mysterious Ways.
I consider myself officially re-obsessed. Totally. I recognize that the series has its little flaws and isn't perfect, though it is very very good, but I just love it SO MUCH. The characters kill me with love. I adore all three of them to rather ridiculous extents. The good? I absolutely love being obsessed with things. It's fun, it gives me something interesting to think about, I get really into the characters and their chemistry (and this series has amazing characters and character chemistry), and in general I just love the feeling of being infatuated with a series. It makes me all excited and happy. The bad? Next week is finals, and this fandom is not quite dead but very close. You better watch out over Christmas break, RL friends. I'll get you into it, too. Especially you, KK. >D
Ahahaha, I was sitting in Botany class yesterday and I swear I couldn't stop thinking about and felt like crying over a few of the scenes from the series, and my little shipper heart was going all crazy on me. This made me a bit baffled, because usually even when I'm obsessed I'm not this, uh, strangely emotionally invested (okay, sometimes I am, but certainly not during class!), and then I realized what time of the month it is. AHAHA, thank you, hormones, for driving me further into insane fangirl land than I already was. At least I didn't actually start crying over thinking about scenes from a TV series that was canceled six years ago. That would be embarrassing, to say the least.
Still haven't found the episode I'm looking for on my tapes. I'm getting rather nervous, but I have faith that it's somewhere. I hope? Please? *Prays to the number 528* I messaged three people on YouTube who had clips from that episode in their fanvids to see if they might have it, too. [/does best to restrain self from rambling about series forever for the sake of confused and disinterested f-list]
On a much uglier and more unpleasant note... Our house at mom's is now in foreclosure. I'm scared. I really, really don't want us to lose our house. I think we'll be able to save it still (I hope), but... Scary. Trying not to think about it too much, don't really want to talk about it at all, and I probably won't write about it again until we have a conclusion of some sort. But...think good thoughts for us? I was already having kind of a rough time, and hearing this made me all upset again. At least I have my fandoms to comfort me and keep me distracted, because it's not like there's anything I can do about it. :(
Better go work on my Botany paper so I can hopefully get more than two hours of sleep tonight, orz. Three Botany class sessions to go! I can do it! The next week is going to be icky with all this studying and homework and completing things.
To do list:
- FINISH INTAKE FORMS FOR REHAB! SEND BEFORE THIS WEEKEND!
- Write fennec fox paper for Mammalogy
- Read remaining Mammology lectures, finish last test and turn in
- Sign up for rest of Spring classes
- Work on Botany labs
- Start studying over weekend for Botany final!
I love my new icons. ♥
I consider myself officially re-obsessed. Totally. I recognize that the series has its little flaws and isn't perfect, though it is very very good, but I just love it SO MUCH. The characters kill me with love. I adore all three of them to rather ridiculous extents. The good? I absolutely love being obsessed with things. It's fun, it gives me something interesting to think about, I get really into the characters and their chemistry (and this series has amazing characters and character chemistry), and in general I just love the feeling of being infatuated with a series. It makes me all excited and happy. The bad? Next week is finals, and this fandom is not quite dead but very close. You better watch out over Christmas break, RL friends. I'll get you into it, too. Especially you, KK. >D
Ahahaha, I was sitting in Botany class yesterday and I swear I couldn't stop thinking about and felt like crying over a few of the scenes from the series, and my little shipper heart was going all crazy on me. This made me a bit baffled, because usually even when I'm obsessed I'm not this, uh, strangely emotionally invested (okay, sometimes I am, but certainly not during class!), and then I realized what time of the month it is. AHAHA, thank you, hormones, for driving me further into insane fangirl land than I already was. At least I didn't actually start crying over thinking about scenes from a TV series that was canceled six years ago. That would be embarrassing, to say the least.
Still haven't found the episode I'm looking for on my tapes. I'm getting rather nervous, but I have faith that it's somewhere. I hope? Please? *Prays to the number 528* I messaged three people on YouTube who had clips from that episode in their fanvids to see if they might have it, too. [/does best to restrain self from rambling about series forever for the sake of confused and disinterested f-list]
On a much uglier and more unpleasant note... Our house at mom's is now in foreclosure. I'm scared. I really, really don't want us to lose our house. I think we'll be able to save it still (I hope), but... Scary. Trying not to think about it too much, don't really want to talk about it at all, and I probably won't write about it again until we have a conclusion of some sort. But...think good thoughts for us? I was already having kind of a rough time, and hearing this made me all upset again. At least I have my fandoms to comfort me and keep me distracted, because it's not like there's anything I can do about it. :(
Better go work on my Botany paper so I can hopefully get more than two hours of sleep tonight, orz. Three Botany class sessions to go! I can do it! The next week is going to be icky with all this studying and homework and completing things.
To do list:
- FINISH INTAKE FORMS FOR REHAB! SEND BEFORE THIS WEEKEND!
- Write fennec fox paper for Mammalogy
- Read remaining Mammology lectures, finish last test and turn in
- Sign up for rest of Spring classes
- Work on Botany labs
- Start studying over weekend for Botany final!
I love my new icons. ♥
