Darn it...

I've been fine all day, doing homework and hanging around and such, but now I'm back to missing Lily and crying. This happens every night. ;_; She was the best dog in the world... I miss her so, so, so much.

I did find some numbers for border collie puppies today in the Sacramento Bee. As much as it won't help with losing Lily, it makes it harder to cry too much when there's a puppy in creating havoc of all kinds in the house.

...Darn, I miss her so much I can't even express it in words. She was the most beautiful, sweet, intelligent dog. She truly was a member of our family, and now that she's gone she's left a huge void. And I still haven't accepted that she's gone.

I'm sorry to keep going on about her in my LiveJournal, but I'm having a hard time coping with losing her, and even if I just repeat the same things over and over again, it at least helps me understand my loss a little better.

Oh, by the way--we might be buying a house with Dad soon if the sellers accept our offer. :D It's a really nice house--the only thing I don't like is the carpet. XD;; Everything else is great.

Darn it...

I've been fine all day, doing homework and hanging around and such, but now I'm back to missing Lily and crying. This happens every night. ;_; She was the best dog in the world... I miss her so, so, so much.

I did find some numbers for border collie puppies today in the Sacramento Bee. As much as it won't help with losing Lily, it makes it harder to cry too much when there's a puppy in creating havoc of all kinds in the house.

...Darn, I miss her so much I can't even express it in words. She was the most beautiful, sweet, intelligent dog. She truly was a member of our family, and now that she's gone she's left a huge void. And I still haven't accepted that she's gone.

I'm sorry to keep going on about her in my LiveJournal, but I'm having a hard time coping with losing her, and even if I just repeat the same things over and over again, it at least helps me understand my loss a little better.

Oh, by the way--we might be buying a house with Dad soon if the sellers accept our offer. :D It's a really nice house--the only thing I don't like is the carpet. XD;; Everything else is great.

Christmas Cards!

All right, _tehriah has set me off now and I want to make people Christmas cards. I'm screening my comments so you can post addresses for me to send to. I promise I won't stalk anyone probably. XD;

I can draw from the following fandoms:

Fandoms I have a fair amount of experience with drawing: Pokémon, Wolf's Rain, Naruto, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Gravitation, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cowboy Bebop (I'm only actually good at Ein, though XD), Loveless, RahXephon, Watership Down, The Last Unicorn, animals of almost any kind, kemonomimi in general (people with cat/dog/fox/whatever ears and tails), random bishounen, random anime girls.

Fandoms I'm totally willing to try drawing: 20th Century Boys, AIR, Death Note, Arjuna, Escaflowne, Eureka SeveN, FLCL, Gankutsuou, anyone from almost any Ghibli movie, Gunslinger Girl, Hikaru no Go, Haibane Renmei, Honey & Clover, Last Exile, anyone from Satoshi Kon movies and series except Paprika and Perfect Blue, Ouran High School Host Club, Saikano, Samurai Champloo, Kino's Journey, Mushishi, anything I've seen or read a fair amount of... (I'm sure I'm missing lots of things!)

Don't expect too much because I'm not sure how much time I have to be doing these things, but I'll try to at least make it a nice sketch.

Please request a character and a pose if you can. I'd prefer not to be drawing more than two characters (unless they're animals--I can draw animals and Pokémon no problem), and if you could keep it down to one that would be even better. ^^; *Is a little nervous because she tends to take FOREVER on drawings*

I've also got my naruto_wishlist fic to work on, plus all the school stuff I need to work on, but I'm going to do my best on these!

Christmas Cards!

All right, _tehriah has set me off now and I want to make people Christmas cards. I'm screening my comments so you can post addresses for me to send to. I promise I won't stalk anyone probably. XD;

I can draw from the following fandoms:

Fandoms I have a fair amount of experience with drawing: Pokémon, Wolf's Rain, Naruto, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Gravitation, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cowboy Bebop (I'm only actually good at Ein, though XD), Loveless, RahXephon, Watership Down, The Last Unicorn, animals of almost any kind, kemonomimi in general (people with cat/dog/fox/whatever ears and tails), random bishounen, random anime girls.

Fandoms I'm totally willing to try drawing: 20th Century Boys, AIR, Death Note, Arjuna, Escaflowne, Eureka SeveN, FLCL, Gankutsuou, anyone from almost any Ghibli movie, Gunslinger Girl, Hikaru no Go, Haibane Renmei, Honey & Clover, Last Exile, anyone from Satoshi Kon movies and series except Paprika and Perfect Blue, Ouran High School Host Club, Saikano, Samurai Champloo, Kino's Journey, Mushishi, anything I've seen or read a fair amount of... (I'm sure I'm missing lots of things!)

Don't expect too much because I'm not sure how much time I have to be doing these things, but I'll try to at least make it a nice sketch.

Please request a character and a pose if you can. I'd prefer not to be drawing more than two characters (unless they're animals--I can draw animals and Pokémon no problem), and if you could keep it down to one that would be even better. ^^; *Is a little nervous because she tends to take FOREVER on drawings*

I've also got my naruto_wishlist fic to work on, plus all the school stuff I need to work on, but I'm going to do my best on these!