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Last day of being seventeen
Mar. 13th, 2006 05:03 pmAugh, what's up with Bittorrent? I've been downloading Advent Children (for someone in Anime Club--I was paid $8 to do so) and Sailor Moon live action episode 2 for twenty-four hours now and neither one is done. >.< I suppose I can forgive Advent Children, as it's about 6 GB, but Sailor Moon...? It's only about 232 MB, and it completely stopped downloading at 41.7%. WTF? Anyway, kind of frustrated about that--I wanted to have them both burned by today so I wouldn't have to burn stuff on my birthday. Oh well--looks like I'm going to have some burning to do after all.
*Sigh* Today probably would have been better if my emotions weren't set off again. :/ And here I was doing so well... Anyway, I was in major angst/stress mode for the first half of the day. The second half I was better, but still pretty miffed. I know I'm making too big a deal out of this, but it still really hurts my feelings. ;_; KK--I need to talk to you soon, okay? Like, as soon as possible, because some things are really starting to bother me. It's nothing personal, I'm not mad at you or anything, it's just that I'm more sensitive to certain things than you probably think and I'd like to talk to you about it.
Mom was interrogating me after school about my college plans, so that kind of stressed me out, too. She says she's supportive of whatever I choose, but I don't want to talk too much about my plans, as I'm bound to have to get into why I'm so absolutely obsessively determined to follow Cody at any cost at some point if she makes me talk about it. And that's hard to explain even to my best friends, much less my parents. I'm not the type of person who talks to her parents about emotional stuff...anything else, sure--I trust them and all, that's not the issue--I just don't feel like I've really expressed a great deal about my true self to them.
Oh well. Tomorrow's my 18th birthday/Pi Day/Albert Einstein's birthday/the day Gankutsuou Vol. 3 is released, and possibly a snow day. I'm hoping for a snow day--that would be a totally awesome birthday present. If not...well, I'll live, I suppose.
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*Sigh* Today probably would have been better if my emotions weren't set off again. :/ And here I was doing so well... Anyway, I was in major angst/stress mode for the first half of the day. The second half I was better, but still pretty miffed. I know I'm making too big a deal out of this, but it still really hurts my feelings. ;_; KK--I need to talk to you soon, okay? Like, as soon as possible, because some things are really starting to bother me. It's nothing personal, I'm not mad at you or anything, it's just that I'm more sensitive to certain things than you probably think and I'd like to talk to you about it.
Mom was interrogating me after school about my college plans, so that kind of stressed me out, too. She says she's supportive of whatever I choose, but I don't want to talk too much about my plans, as I'm bound to have to get into why I'm so absolutely obsessively determined to follow Cody at any cost at some point if she makes me talk about it. And that's hard to explain even to my best friends, much less my parents. I'm not the type of person who talks to her parents about emotional stuff...anything else, sure--I trust them and all, that's not the issue--I just don't feel like I've really expressed a great deal about my true self to them.
Oh well. Tomorrow's my 18th birthday/Pi Day/Albert Einstein's birthday/the day Gankutsuou Vol. 3 is released, and possibly a snow day. I'm hoping for a snow day--that would be a totally awesome birthday present. If not...well, I'll live, I suppose.
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