o_o

Soooo much to catch up on, and I'm not sure I'll have the time tonight to do so. I'm all uber-emotional again, which is...not fun. Anyway, I'm going to have to write a nice long entry about the last six days or so if I get the time tonight, and if I don't I'll write it as soon as I can. Having an exchange student was lots of fun, and we got Tia back (for good). :)

Gahhh...I wish my mind wasn't such an absolute mess. ;_; KK keeps saying to write a happy LiveJournal entry, but my emotions have been like a terrible rollercoaster for...what, at least a year now? Probably more. It keeps getting worse and worse, though, as I get more and more attached and also more unsure of myself.

Anyway, I'll try to write again. I'd better go start getting caught up on my Friends page, though.

o_o

Soooo much to catch up on, and I'm not sure I'll have the time tonight to do so. I'm all uber-emotional again, which is...not fun. Anyway, I'm going to have to write a nice long entry about the last six days or so if I get the time tonight, and if I don't I'll write it as soon as I can. Having an exchange student was lots of fun, and we got Tia back (for good). :)

Gahhh...I wish my mind wasn't such an absolute mess. ;_; KK keeps saying to write a happy LiveJournal entry, but my emotions have been like a terrible rollercoaster for...what, at least a year now? Probably more. It keeps getting worse and worse, though, as I get more and more attached and also more unsure of myself.

Anyway, I'll try to write again. I'd better go start getting caught up on my Friends page, though.

What a relief

Yeah, seeing as I have quite a bit of homework (which I haven't even started) and it's almost bedtime, a long entry covering the last week is definitely out of the question. Expect one...er...whenever I get the time to write it (hopefully no later than this weekend). There probably won't be an entry tomorrow, as I'm pretty sure I'm going back to Mom's tomorrow and we still don't have the internet up.

Anyway, I'm feeling quite a bit better, as Cody came over and I finally summoned some courage up to talk to him about some things. He already knew most of the story, but there were some details I had to say to him that were just killing me. x.x It's really, really hard for me to talk to people about the problems I have, especially if they're the ones who the problem relates to, so I'm glad I was able to work up the courage to say what I needed to say. The conversation was a lot more comfortable and supportive than I was expecting, too, so at least for now things are fairly stable. I imagine I'll continue to have my freak-outs (as it is, I suppose, an inherent part of being as in love as I am), but at least I've got pretty much everything that needed to be said out of the way.

Hmmm. I'll come back and edit this entry to add about my day if I have any time to do so after homework and before bed.

What a relief

Yeah, seeing as I have quite a bit of homework (which I haven't even started) and it's almost bedtime, a long entry covering the last week is definitely out of the question. Expect one...er...whenever I get the time to write it (hopefully no later than this weekend). There probably won't be an entry tomorrow, as I'm pretty sure I'm going back to Mom's tomorrow and we still don't have the internet up.

Anyway, I'm feeling quite a bit better, as Cody came over and I finally summoned some courage up to talk to him about some things. He already knew most of the story, but there were some details I had to say to him that were just killing me. x.x It's really, really hard for me to talk to people about the problems I have, especially if they're the ones who the problem relates to, so I'm glad I was able to work up the courage to say what I needed to say. The conversation was a lot more comfortable and supportive than I was expecting, too, so at least for now things are fairly stable. I imagine I'll continue to have my freak-outs (as it is, I suppose, an inherent part of being as in love as I am), but at least I've got pretty much everything that needed to be said out of the way.

Hmmm. I'll come back and edit this entry to add about my day if I have any time to do so after homework and before bed.