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Sep. 30th, 2008 12:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuHappy birthday, Hana! She's now two years old, awww. ♥ I'll have to take her to the dog park to celebrate when I get home from school or something. :D
Though it was kind of rushed and rather predictable, I really did end up loving the end of Macross Frontier. :DProbably maybe I'm just easily won over by THE TOTALLY AWESOME MEDLEY that made up like half of the episode, haha, but it made me smile and actually bumped the series up a large notch for me. I'm curious what the movie will be like. I'm going to rewatch the ending whenever I go back to dad's on the big TV with surround sound, so I think I'll post more thoughts then. But awww, I really was happy with it. ♥ I'm probably going to rewatch that medley about a thousand times... That better be released on a CD or I'm going to be quite unhappy.
Unfortunately, everything else in life isn't going so well. :/ The first Physics test is tomorrow, and...there's really no hope at this point. It's either go and completely bomb the test (even if I had studied all weekend I'm sure it still wouldn't have made up for all the lost time) or drop the course. I have to drop the course. I fell so horribly behind because of whatever problem it is that's causing me to have no energy and be incredibly forgetful just about all the time. I'm getting a blood test tomorrow or Wednesday to try and get some answers about why I can't seem to do anything, but in the meantime I just...can't seem to do much of anything.
Unfortunately, this complicates matters even farther: My parents' health insurance only covers me if I'm a full-time student and it's too late to add any classes, so my parents will have to pay $400+ a month for me to be covered by medical insurance. I obviously need medical insurance because I have a bunch of medical problems. My parents make decent money, but because they both own houses now we're struggling with money as it is... So this sucks twice as much. :(
And naturally because of all of this, they can't help but be mad at me to some degree despite the fact that I've said over and over again that I can't help it, something is wrong with me, etc. So they're constantly going on about how screwed-up the situation is, blaming it on how much time I spend on the computer, and so on. I know it's not the computer, and I don't need them to tell me how much I've messed up over and over. I'm already stressed and upset about it as it is. I've always been a great student and it's hard for me to be so behind and lost like this, especially because of how ambitious I am about my goal normally. I just broke down sobbing today after my mom was continually harping on me about it in the car.
Anyway, I just wish things were going better. ;___; There are a few other things sort of stressing me out, but they're mostly just like...little money things that aren't that big of a deal. And shipping all those packages, but I already alerted everyone that those would be going out late so at least everyone expects that.
Though it was kind of rushed and rather predictable, I really did end up loving the end of Macross Frontier. :D
Unfortunately, everything else in life isn't going so well. :/ The first Physics test is tomorrow, and...there's really no hope at this point. It's either go and completely bomb the test (even if I had studied all weekend I'm sure it still wouldn't have made up for all the lost time) or drop the course. I have to drop the course. I fell so horribly behind because of whatever problem it is that's causing me to have no energy and be incredibly forgetful just about all the time. I'm getting a blood test tomorrow or Wednesday to try and get some answers about why I can't seem to do anything, but in the meantime I just...can't seem to do much of anything.
Unfortunately, this complicates matters even farther: My parents' health insurance only covers me if I'm a full-time student and it's too late to add any classes, so my parents will have to pay $400+ a month for me to be covered by medical insurance. I obviously need medical insurance because I have a bunch of medical problems. My parents make decent money, but because they both own houses now we're struggling with money as it is... So this sucks twice as much. :(
And naturally because of all of this, they can't help but be mad at me to some degree despite the fact that I've said over and over again that I can't help it, something is wrong with me, etc. So they're constantly going on about how screwed-up the situation is, blaming it on how much time I spend on the computer, and so on. I know it's not the computer, and I don't need them to tell me how much I've messed up over and over. I'm already stressed and upset about it as it is. I've always been a great student and it's hard for me to be so behind and lost like this, especially because of how ambitious I am about my goal normally. I just broke down sobbing today after my mom was continually harping on me about it in the car.
Anyway, I just wish things were going better. ;___; There are a few other things sort of stressing me out, but they're mostly just like...little money things that aren't that big of a deal. And shipping all those packages, but I already alerted everyone that those would be going out late so at least everyone expects that.
