What a relief
Mar. 8th, 2006 09:28 pmYeah, seeing as I have quite a bit of homework (which I haven't even started) and it's almost bedtime, a long entry covering the last week is definitely out of the question. Expect one...er...whenever I get the time to write it (hopefully no later than this weekend). There probably won't be an entry tomorrow, as I'm pretty sure I'm going back to Mom's tomorrow and we still don't have the internet up.
Anyway, I'm feeling quite a bit better, as Cody came over and I finally summoned some courage up to talk to him about some things. He already knew most of the story, but there were some details I had to say to him that were just killing me. x.x It's really, really hard for me to talk to people about the problems I have, especially if they're the ones who the problem relates to, so I'm glad I was able to work up the courage to say what I needed to say. The conversation was a lot more comfortable and supportive than I was expecting, too, so at least for now things are fairly stable. I imagine I'll continue to have my freak-outs (as it is, I suppose, an inherent part of being as in love as I am), but at least I've got pretty much everything that needed to be said out of the way.
Hmmm. I'll come back and edit this entry to add about my day if I have any time to do so after homework and before bed.
Anyway, I'm feeling quite a bit better, as Cody came over and I finally summoned some courage up to talk to him about some things. He already knew most of the story, but there were some details I had to say to him that were just killing me. x.x It's really, really hard for me to talk to people about the problems I have, especially if they're the ones who the problem relates to, so I'm glad I was able to work up the courage to say what I needed to say. The conversation was a lot more comfortable and supportive than I was expecting, too, so at least for now things are fairly stable. I imagine I'll continue to have my freak-outs (as it is, I suppose, an inherent part of being as in love as I am), but at least I've got pretty much everything that needed to be said out of the way.
Hmmm. I'll come back and edit this entry to add about my day if I have any time to do so after homework and before bed.
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Date: 2006-03-09 02:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-10 08:09 pm (UTC)I'm coming home.
I want to talk to you, and have a cup of tea... and I mean really talk to you. Not SasuNaru, I wanna know what's going on with Kristin beneath all of that -- if you'll let me.
If you trust me enough, or if I make you comfortable enough, please. If you need pocky, I'll be there to supply that too, and ramen, and even if you need a cuddle. I do cuddle when those need it. Call me when I get home... all right?
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Date: 2006-03-11 12:09 am (UTC)I could tell you. I'm finally starting to open up about my emotional state, so I'd be okay with talking to you about it. I want to know what's going on with you, too--your LiveJournal is so vague, my friend.