What am I supposed to do...? T_T

[pacificpikachu]

I got my letter from Lewis & Clark today, and...I wasn't accepted or declined. They're putting me into the regular application pool (instead of the early action), so I have to wait until April to know whether I get in or not. It says I only have a 1/3 chance of getting in... I have a bad feeling about this because I don't have much of my Japanese courses done. I can finish the second semester of the first year in the time they're allowing me to send in additional grades and such, but I still feel that may not be enough.

As of right now, I'm a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do--if I don't get in, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'll most likely go to Portland anyway, because...well, more is riding on this than just college--let's just put it that way--but... *Sigh* I really, really don't know what to do about this. ;_; It says I can send additional grades and assignments and such, but...I'm so nervous... There's so much that depends on this (especially emotionally).

;_;

I think I might have something very important to write tonight, if I can get up my courage enough to even write it.

Well, I need all the luck I can get. I suppose I'm going to be spending the next two or so months scrambling to do anything that'll make me look better on the application.

Comments

[hitchi.livejournal.com]

Kristin-chan...;__; *hugs* Do the best you can. We've been told that you can do a million things in your senior year and nothing in your other years. If that's really the case, I say you should fine more things to put on your transcript, but choose just a few things wisely. Also, I think colleges look for leadership skills, so if you haven't already, you may want to put down your Anime Club Presidency. Hmm...also any volunteering you've done with animals, I'd put that down, too. I'm sorry I can't help you very much. T_T Call me if you ever need to talk, dear. I think I understand how much this means to you.

[dream--seeker.livejournal.com]

Good luck. Don't worry- it does nothing to help. Remember that he loves you, even if it's not in the same way as you love him. You never know what will happen in the future. If you try to become a person who deserves love, that is what you will become.

[stuckinnowhere.livejournal.com]

good luck babe, and i'm sure everything will turn out just fine. remember that even though you're life may not turn out the way you planned, oftentimes it ends up better. Love, Rae!