I feel guilty...
Jun. 4th, 2005 10:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuI've been so busy for so long I've barely been able to write here. I really do want to get my Fanime report done, but at the same time I've discovered that I am capable of drawing Naruto fanart (read: SasuNaru) and therefore I don't feel like it. I have about a hundred things I want to do, several things I need to do (but probably won't), and even more things that just take up time but seem like fun. I've noticed a funny balance here: if I don't spend enough time on my LiveJournal, I feel guilty. If I spend enough time to get down everything I want to/feel I need to get down, I feel guilty for spending so much time on the computer. Heh. Makes no sense. Lose/lose situation.
I spent most of today drawing, indeed. I had intentions of actually doing something productive. I did, at least, get most of Hitchi's letter done, and I did burn more Naruto episodes (135-137...I'll watch them tomorrow). The rest of the day, I doodled, babysat Jake's younger sisters, and we did nothing but draw and play Mancala. Nicole came over for part of the day, and though she hasn't seen any SasuNaru in the show yet (as she is currently on only episode 107...ish), apparently Ricky coerced her into drawing Sasuke kissing Naruto. XD So, it just so happened that we *both* drew SasuNaru today, just by chance. That was kind of a longshot, for though I am seriously addicted, she doesn't even support it at this point. She concedes it is sexy, at least.
I also saved a lot of LJ icons again. I'm not sure that this will ever accomplish anything in my life, but oh well.
I should be writing something for Creative Writing. Really. I have a 5-10 page final. I have an idea...but I think it's too abstact to write for a class. It involves people being reincarnated as whatever they hurt...but not just the general species or anything--the actual individual that they hurt. So, if a father abuses his child, when he dies he is reborn as that child and must be abused...by himself. I think it's an awesome idea, but I have no idea how to go about writing it in a semi-straightforward manner.
I made $20 or so today, though. Go me! It really is fun babysitting Jake's sisters, too. XD I don't mind at all.
Zoe might come over tomorrow, and if she does I can expect to get absolutely nothing done except watch Naruto.
Oh, and I still have to study for my Math final and get stuff together for my presentation on the 1960's.
Augh, business! And I want to read Hitchi's LJ, but now it's 11 PM. >< I'm going crazy here. I can't wait for summer.
I'm going to go...do something. I don't know what yet.
I spent most of today drawing, indeed. I had intentions of actually doing something productive. I did, at least, get most of Hitchi's letter done, and I did burn more Naruto episodes (135-137...I'll watch them tomorrow). The rest of the day, I doodled, babysat Jake's younger sisters, and we did nothing but draw and play Mancala. Nicole came over for part of the day, and though she hasn't seen any SasuNaru in the show yet (as she is currently on only episode 107...ish), apparently Ricky coerced her into drawing Sasuke kissing Naruto. XD So, it just so happened that we *both* drew SasuNaru today, just by chance. That was kind of a longshot, for though I am seriously addicted, she doesn't even support it at this point. She concedes it is sexy, at least.
I also saved a lot of LJ icons again. I'm not sure that this will ever accomplish anything in my life, but oh well.
I should be writing something for Creative Writing. Really. I have a 5-10 page final. I have an idea...but I think it's too abstact to write for a class. It involves people being reincarnated as whatever they hurt...but not just the general species or anything--the actual individual that they hurt. So, if a father abuses his child, when he dies he is reborn as that child and must be abused...by himself. I think it's an awesome idea, but I have no idea how to go about writing it in a semi-straightforward manner.
I made $20 or so today, though. Go me! It really is fun babysitting Jake's sisters, too. XD I don't mind at all.
Zoe might come over tomorrow, and if she does I can expect to get absolutely nothing done except watch Naruto.
Oh, and I still have to study for my Math final and get stuff together for my presentation on the 1960's.
Augh, business! And I want to read Hitchi's LJ, but now it's 11 PM. >< I'm going crazy here. I can't wait for summer.
I'm going to go...do something. I don't know what yet.
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Woo-ahhhh!
Date: 2005-06-05 06:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-05 02:25 pm (UTC)Don't worry about reading my journal...it's boring, anyhow.
Re: Woo-ahhhh!
Date: 2005-06-05 04:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-05 04:54 pm (UTC)I like reading your journal!