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I'm a mixture of my usual tired, and stressed out. More financial BS, the same thing I posted about whenever that was. I can't do anything about it tonight, though, so I need to let go of this physical stress response. It won't help me and will just make me worse. I've been avoiding the computer as a result, but I just need to stop avoiding my problems as if it will help.

I'm so lonely lately, too, but with too little energy to seek out much interaction with anyone. I should at least reply to comments, but...I can't even bring myself to do that. I'll get to it eventually.

Everything will be all right somehow. I'm just so tired of struggling with life. I want to do more art and writing to help me relax and feel productive. All I do lately is go to work, take care of the animals, play Pokémon Conquest, and watch TV. It's a pretty meaningless existence, but I don't have much motivation to do anything else.

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I'm a mixture of my usual tired, and stressed out. More financial BS, the same thing I posted about whenever that was. I can't do anything about it tonight, though, so I need to let go of this physical stress response. It won't help me and will just make me worse. I've been avoiding the computer as a result, but I just need to stop avoiding my problems as if it will help.

I'm so lonely lately, too, but with too little energy to seek out much interaction with anyone. I should at least reply to comments, but...I can't even bring myself to do that. I'll get to it eventually.

Everything will be all right somehow. I'm just so tired of struggling with life. I want to do more art and writing to help me relax and feel productive. All I do lately is go to work, take care of the animals, play Pokémon Conquest, and watch TV. It's a pretty meaningless existence, but I don't have much motivation to do anything else.