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I was up until 5 AM yesterday, then slept until 3 PM, and now it's 3 AM and I am arbitrarily up reading about being an INFP and pondering various things in my life. Which is fine and all, but it would be nice if I could do it at a more reasonable hour.

This has been one of those weekends where I vow to do a whole bunch of fun and awesome things that I always dream about doing when I'm too busy to do them, and in the end I did some of them but ultimately feel I wasted a lot of the weekend. I'm getting so frustrated and fed up with my procrastination, lack of energy, and the fact that I sleep on such a strange schedule. It's getting old. I need to get out and spend time with people, get a job, actually do my homework and work harder at doing well in Chemistry. I say this now, but then I just repeat the cycle of just hanging around doing nothing, and Chemistry is so frustrating to me that when it comes down to actually doing the work I put it off at all costs. :< When did my self-discipline get so bad? I can't bring myself to do homework, can't bring myself to wake up at a reasonable time... It's so annoying.

I think now that I'm driving, though, once this crazy weather is over things will get a bit better. It gives me more control over my life, and I think ultimately that's what I need more than anything.

( On another note, have a fun little Pokémon meme! )

Aaand now that it is nearly 4:30 AM again, I do suppose it's time to sleep. Which I should have done about four hours ago.

Oh, and I'm slowly working through responding to your comments on the last entry. Thanks to everyone who participated--it's fun seeing what you had to say/show! If you haven't done it yet, go do so! It's just to be creative and learn more about each other and I would love it if you all go answer at least one question. :D

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I was up until 5 AM yesterday, then slept until 3 PM, and now it's 3 AM and I am arbitrarily up reading about being an INFP and pondering various things in my life. Which is fine and all, but it would be nice if I could do it at a more reasonable hour.

This has been one of those weekends where I vow to do a whole bunch of fun and awesome things that I always dream about doing when I'm too busy to do them, and in the end I did some of them but ultimately feel I wasted a lot of the weekend. I'm getting so frustrated and fed up with my procrastination, lack of energy, and the fact that I sleep on such a strange schedule. It's getting old. I need to get out and spend time with people, get a job, actually do my homework and work harder at doing well in Chemistry. I say this now, but then I just repeat the cycle of just hanging around doing nothing, and Chemistry is so frustrating to me that when it comes down to actually doing the work I put it off at all costs. :< When did my self-discipline get so bad? I can't bring myself to do homework, can't bring myself to wake up at a reasonable time... It's so annoying.

I think now that I'm driving, though, once this crazy weather is over things will get a bit better. It gives me more control over my life, and I think ultimately that's what I need more than anything.

( On another note, have a fun little Pokémon meme! )

Aaand now that it is nearly 4:30 AM again, I do suppose it's time to sleep. Which I should have done about four hours ago.

Oh, and I'm slowly working through responding to your comments on the last entry. Thanks to everyone who participated--it's fun seeing what you had to say/show! If you haven't done it yet, go do so! It's just to be creative and learn more about each other and I would love it if you all go answer at least one question. :D