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Ughhhh I've got two Botany tests tomorrow and I'm frantically trying to finish my labs AND study. I'm making progress on the labs, which is a form of studying, but I need to actually study as well for both the lab and lecture exams. I guess it's going to be a late night and an early morning tomorrow. :( I really don't feel comfortable with this material, either, and her tests are hard. Scaaary. It's already almost 11 PM and I have to be up at 6 AM. I'll probably study until...2 AM or something. Do not want. I don't even feel like that's going to be enough time.

I had a strange dream last night about making friends with these two guys around my age and going to Tahoe with them and my family. I don't know what their names were or really what we did, but they were awesome--they both had a great sense of humor and they were wonderful be around although I hadn't known them for very long. It just felt like one of those comfortable friendships where everything clicks pretty much right away and you feel like you can be yourself around them, and there's kind of this...warmth about it, and mutual adoration and respect for the other people. No sense of awkwardness. I even felt like I was beginning to crush on both of them, haha, which is a strange thing for me to dream in a realistic dream like this because I don't usually get crushes (at least, not on real people). It's hard to describe, but they felt so much like real people to me; it was sad when I woke up and discovered that they were not, in fact, real. About an hour after I woke I felt some small sense of loss, actually, though it's definitely faded by now.

I wish I could remember more of the dream and describe what it was like better; it's very elusive to describe how much they were like real people. Also, haha, I seriously have almost no memory at all of what we were doing or how we met aside from the fact that we went to Tahoe with my family. I remember stopping somewhere on the way back and the blue water, though.

So odd. Maybe they're out there, somewhere, and I'll meet them someday. That would be interesting, wouldn't it?

On a slightly related note, I have had some dreams that seemed to go beyond dreams in some strange way. Like very abstract one where I went to visit Miyazaki in this house in the bay area. The dream itself was crazy (sweeping candy wrappers off the roof, Miyazaki drawing in 3D, a false ending of Spirited Away that involved sharks with no fins, and so on), but when we were driving back from San Francisco (on a route we had never taken before, mind you) once I swear I found the house it took place in. EXACTLY the house I dreamed about down to every detail. I recognized it immediately.

One of my friends and I had the same dream when we were little and didn't know each other at all, to the extent where we would finish each others' sentences when describing it to each other for the first time (and it wasn't a "typical" dream, either).

I've had some others but I can't remember them at the moment, and I should get back to studying anyway.

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Ughhhh I've got two Botany tests tomorrow and I'm frantically trying to finish my labs AND study. I'm making progress on the labs, which is a form of studying, but I need to actually study as well for both the lab and lecture exams. I guess it's going to be a late night and an early morning tomorrow. :( I really don't feel comfortable with this material, either, and her tests are hard. Scaaary. It's already almost 11 PM and I have to be up at 6 AM. I'll probably study until...2 AM or something. Do not want. I don't even feel like that's going to be enough time.

I had a strange dream last night about making friends with these two guys around my age and going to Tahoe with them and my family. I don't know what their names were or really what we did, but they were awesome--they both had a great sense of humor and they were wonderful be around although I hadn't known them for very long. It just felt like one of those comfortable friendships where everything clicks pretty much right away and you feel like you can be yourself around them, and there's kind of this...warmth about it, and mutual adoration and respect for the other people. No sense of awkwardness. I even felt like I was beginning to crush on both of them, haha, which is a strange thing for me to dream in a realistic dream like this because I don't usually get crushes (at least, not on real people). It's hard to describe, but they felt so much like real people to me; it was sad when I woke up and discovered that they were not, in fact, real. About an hour after I woke I felt some small sense of loss, actually, though it's definitely faded by now.

I wish I could remember more of the dream and describe what it was like better; it's very elusive to describe how much they were like real people. Also, haha, I seriously have almost no memory at all of what we were doing or how we met aside from the fact that we went to Tahoe with my family. I remember stopping somewhere on the way back and the blue water, though.

So odd. Maybe they're out there, somewhere, and I'll meet them someday. That would be interesting, wouldn't it?

On a slightly related note, I have had some dreams that seemed to go beyond dreams in some strange way. Like very abstract one where I went to visit Miyazaki in this house in the bay area. The dream itself was crazy (sweeping candy wrappers off the roof, Miyazaki drawing in 3D, a false ending of Spirited Away that involved sharks with no fins, and so on), but when we were driving back from San Francisco (on a route we had never taken before, mind you) once I swear I found the house it took place in. EXACTLY the house I dreamed about down to every detail. I recognized it immediately.

One of my friends and I had the same dream when we were little and didn't know each other at all, to the extent where we would finish each others' sentences when describing it to each other for the first time (and it wasn't a "typical" dream, either).

I've had some others but I can't remember them at the moment, and I should get back to studying anyway.