My life has...genderbending guinea pigs...? O_o;

Um...today was somewhere smack-dab in the middle of being an "Okay!" day and a "Meh..." day. It fluctuated.

I worked all of first period on my project (which is due tomorrow and not nearly done--meep!) and looked through a book on J-rock Jessie had. I was excited to say that I could point to about four bands in it and say "HA! I've seen them live!" That's a cool feeling, y'know?

Second period we finished the video we were watching and wrote opinions on it. I think we were just supposed to write a short paragraph or something, but I wrote two and a half pages and then had to force myself to stop. Because I'm opinionated when it comes to censorship and the US government, as one might guess. XD;

PE was pretty much uneventful. I was lethargic because I have cramps, but I ran anyway and was rather unhappy about it. Tony basically told me he understands my emotional situation because he's been through it before--which is always nice to hear, just so I know I'm not alone in this difficult experience. Unrequited love is so...augh. I'd do anything to get rid of it outside of the one thing that would actually get rid of it. >< I randomly zoned out as usual and wandered around the basketball court with no apparent aim.

I think we spent lunch discussing True Naruto Style and Snakes on a Plane and whatever else came to mind. I don't remember much of lunch, though, so I can't really talk about it. Maybe I'll gank it from Shannon's entry, if she was listening (I don't think she was). XD;;

Worked all of art. Got some done. Talked a little about Naruto with Makayla.

Dr. Ingram did a presentation/slideshow/lecture on Neo-Classicism and Romanticism in English. It was actually pretty interesting for some reason, and it appears his wild hand gestures were not present for today (unfortunately). Maybe he didn't drink his coffee this morning or something. @_@ Very disappointing indeed. No more salamander on crack. ._.;

I didn't go to Anatomy today again because a) I had a lot of reading to do in Great Expectations and figured the environment in Anatomy (as in, distraction-filled) would not be good for that, and b) I didn't feel like depressing myself more by having to look at them. ._.; I know that's pathetic, and I love them both, but it's just tough for me to see them together...even just in classes. *Sigh*

After school in the choir room was kind of weird. I took my opportunities to write "Yaoi: Yamete Oshiri Itai! P.S. Snakes on a Plane!" on the chalkboard in the middle room and do a masterful (if I do say so myself) portrait of the Salula on the board in the choir room.

Mostly, though...I just felt really, really lonely. I've felt oh-so-isolated lately, with the whole Cody thing going on (which also causes loss of KK, in a sense), and Nicole paying almost no attention to me at all, despite the fact that she knows I'm going through a hard time. Luckily, my other good friends have been very supportive in their own ways, but... I don't know, those three people I named are sort of the three people who ultimately understand me the best, and not having them around as much when I'm so emotionally messed up is difficult. I feel like I try to attract their attention, and I wait for them to talk to me, but most of the time they're so distracted by other people that I just fade into the background. I'm trying to maybe get a little closer to and open up to some of my other friends, but...my shell's gotten so bad that I have trouble opening up to people unless perfect opportunities present themselves or I just can't handle the pain otherwise [usually the case].

After school was a little better, though, because Mom dropped me off at Cinderella's and I talked to the lady who works there about my options regarding creating the Akamaru head. Though I'm still not *clear* on what I'm doing, I'm getting some ideas, and the lady was certainly helpful. She said she's going to go through some catalogues of costume stuff and see if she can find anything to help. This weird guy from Anime Club dropped by Cinderella's while I was there, so that was...awkward. o.x He was trying to sell her ski poles that he was randomly walking with. O_o;; WTF? Weirdo. I think he might be a few fries short of a Happy Meal.

Afterwards, we went to Kmart, where I got a real pet tag engraved with the following words:

AKAMARU
INUZUKA KIBA'S DOG
NIN-DOG OF KONOHAGAKURE

It's teh beautiful. Once I giggled and had a fun time of looking at my shiny new tag, Ryan and I migrated to the pet section, where I proceeded to embarrass my brother by trying on all the collars. I finally decided on the biggest size of collar I could find and promptly bought it. While at Kmart, I spotted both Tony and Jasmine, which was somewhat amusing. Ryan and I also tried out lawn chairs, bought a large bag of sugar for no apparent reason, and rode on the quarter-powered fire truck outside the store with a three-year-old girl. XD;; (We paid her ride.)

While I was watching the guinea pigs in their pen today, certain...uh...events lead me to realize the White Weeter (who was previously believed to be female) is indeed male and engaging with promiscuous activities with his relatives. ;_; Ewww. I'm really hoping he didn't impregnate Winry and Sheska already, because if he did...that's not good. I have a feeling he did. Eck. x.x Anyway, I feel bad for the poor little guy because now we have to find him a new home. And he's so effeminate, too...I was sure he was a girl. x.x I guess he's like Peppo or something.

Well...uh...I'm feeling not-so-great today. I could be much worse, though--I just don't feel...good. Not going to rant about it right now, as I can't quite pinpoint anything that would lead me into this. The cramps aren't helping, though, in addition to all the emotional stuff. At least the clouds were awfully pretty today. ♥

My life has...genderbending guinea pigs...? O_o;

Um...today was somewhere smack-dab in the middle of being an "Okay!" day and a "Meh..." day. It fluctuated.

I worked all of first period on my project (which is due tomorrow and not nearly done--meep!) and looked through a book on J-rock Jessie had. I was excited to say that I could point to about four bands in it and say "HA! I've seen them live!" That's a cool feeling, y'know?

Second period we finished the video we were watching and wrote opinions on it. I think we were just supposed to write a short paragraph or something, but I wrote two and a half pages and then had to force myself to stop. Because I'm opinionated when it comes to censorship and the US government, as one might guess. XD;

PE was pretty much uneventful. I was lethargic because I have cramps, but I ran anyway and was rather unhappy about it. Tony basically told me he understands my emotional situation because he's been through it before--which is always nice to hear, just so I know I'm not alone in this difficult experience. Unrequited love is so...augh. I'd do anything to get rid of it outside of the one thing that would actually get rid of it. >< I randomly zoned out as usual and wandered around the basketball court with no apparent aim.

I think we spent lunch discussing True Naruto Style and Snakes on a Plane and whatever else came to mind. I don't remember much of lunch, though, so I can't really talk about it. Maybe I'll gank it from Shannon's entry, if she was listening (I don't think she was). XD;;

Worked all of art. Got some done. Talked a little about Naruto with Makayla.

Dr. Ingram did a presentation/slideshow/lecture on Neo-Classicism and Romanticism in English. It was actually pretty interesting for some reason, and it appears his wild hand gestures were not present for today (unfortunately). Maybe he didn't drink his coffee this morning or something. @_@ Very disappointing indeed. No more salamander on crack. ._.;

I didn't go to Anatomy today again because a) I had a lot of reading to do in Great Expectations and figured the environment in Anatomy (as in, distraction-filled) would not be good for that, and b) I didn't feel like depressing myself more by having to look at them. ._.; I know that's pathetic, and I love them both, but it's just tough for me to see them together...even just in classes. *Sigh*

After school in the choir room was kind of weird. I took my opportunities to write "Yaoi: Yamete Oshiri Itai! P.S. Snakes on a Plane!" on the chalkboard in the middle room and do a masterful (if I do say so myself) portrait of the Salula on the board in the choir room.

Mostly, though...I just felt really, really lonely. I've felt oh-so-isolated lately, with the whole Cody thing going on (which also causes loss of KK, in a sense), and Nicole paying almost no attention to me at all, despite the fact that she knows I'm going through a hard time. Luckily, my other good friends have been very supportive in their own ways, but... I don't know, those three people I named are sort of the three people who ultimately understand me the best, and not having them around as much when I'm so emotionally messed up is difficult. I feel like I try to attract their attention, and I wait for them to talk to me, but most of the time they're so distracted by other people that I just fade into the background. I'm trying to maybe get a little closer to and open up to some of my other friends, but...my shell's gotten so bad that I have trouble opening up to people unless perfect opportunities present themselves or I just can't handle the pain otherwise [usually the case].

After school was a little better, though, because Mom dropped me off at Cinderella's and I talked to the lady who works there about my options regarding creating the Akamaru head. Though I'm still not *clear* on what I'm doing, I'm getting some ideas, and the lady was certainly helpful. She said she's going to go through some catalogues of costume stuff and see if she can find anything to help. This weird guy from Anime Club dropped by Cinderella's while I was there, so that was...awkward. o.x He was trying to sell her ski poles that he was randomly walking with. O_o;; WTF? Weirdo. I think he might be a few fries short of a Happy Meal.

Afterwards, we went to Kmart, where I got a real pet tag engraved with the following words:

AKAMARU
INUZUKA KIBA'S DOG
NIN-DOG OF KONOHAGAKURE

It's teh beautiful. Once I giggled and had a fun time of looking at my shiny new tag, Ryan and I migrated to the pet section, where I proceeded to embarrass my brother by trying on all the collars. I finally decided on the biggest size of collar I could find and promptly bought it. While at Kmart, I spotted both Tony and Jasmine, which was somewhat amusing. Ryan and I also tried out lawn chairs, bought a large bag of sugar for no apparent reason, and rode on the quarter-powered fire truck outside the store with a three-year-old girl. XD;; (We paid her ride.)

While I was watching the guinea pigs in their pen today, certain...uh...events lead me to realize the White Weeter (who was previously believed to be female) is indeed male and engaging with promiscuous activities with his relatives. ;_; Ewww. I'm really hoping he didn't impregnate Winry and Sheska already, because if he did...that's not good. I have a feeling he did. Eck. x.x Anyway, I feel bad for the poor little guy because now we have to find him a new home. And he's so effeminate, too...I was sure he was a girl. x.x I guess he's like Peppo or something.

Well...uh...I'm feeling not-so-great today. I could be much worse, though--I just don't feel...good. Not going to rant about it right now, as I can't quite pinpoint anything that would lead me into this. The cramps aren't helping, though, in addition to all the emotional stuff. At least the clouds were awfully pretty today. ♥

Funny survey to try to cheer myself up. XD

Thanks for finding it, _tehriah!

Choose twelve characters from your fandoms, then answer the questions under the link. Do not look at the questions beforehand.

1. Satoshi (Pocket Monsters)
2. Toboe (Wolf's Rain)
3. Franz (Gankutsuou)
4. Claus (Last Exile)
5. Ayato (RahXephon)
6. Spike (Cowboy Bebop)
7. Ryuichi (Gravitation)
8. Shikamaru (Naruto)
9. Ritsuka (Loveless)
10. Van (Escaflowne)
11. Yamada-san (Densha Otoko) (Just for the fun of it...kekeke. And I can't seem to remember his first name off the top of my head, so he'll just be "Yamada" for now.)
12. Naota (FLCL)

Yeah, decided to go all guys, varied ages/species/personalities/etc., and all from different series...just to see what happens. XD;

( On to the questions! )

Ah, that was fun. And highly amusing.

Funny survey to try to cheer myself up. XD

Thanks for finding it, _tehriah!

Choose twelve characters from your fandoms, then answer the questions under the link. Do not look at the questions beforehand.

1. Satoshi (Pocket Monsters)
2. Toboe (Wolf's Rain)
3. Franz (Gankutsuou)
4. Claus (Last Exile)
5. Ayato (RahXephon)
6. Spike (Cowboy Bebop)
7. Ryuichi (Gravitation)
8. Shikamaru (Naruto)
9. Ritsuka (Loveless)
10. Van (Escaflowne)
11. Yamada-san (Densha Otoko) (Just for the fun of it...kekeke. And I can't seem to remember his first name off the top of my head, so he'll just be "Yamada" for now.)
12. Naota (FLCL)

Yeah, decided to go all guys, varied ages/species/personalities/etc., and all from different series...just to see what happens. XD;

( On to the questions! )

Ah, that was fun. And highly amusing.