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May. 19th, 2012 01:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuI'm sorry if I'm all scatterbrained lately! I'm scrambling for money (so far, this is not working out so well, though I know somehow it will... Somehow is the key word here) and have a million things to do, and I've had a hard time concentrating because my brother's friend has been hanging around here the last few days. I'm not all that bothered by him although he can be a little annoying, I know he's just lonely and bored, but it's nearly impossible to get anything done with him talking to me constantly. I can't focus! He even interrupted my nap yesterday twice. =____=
It's 1 AM and he is still here, doing whatever. He'll be gone soon, but anyway, his presence has seriously affected my productivity.
So these vital days with a thousand things to do keep passing with the most important things done, but not nearly as much as I should be doing or want to do. Then, it seems like when I finally do have time and ability to be listing things on Ebay or whatever, my neighbor suddenly appears. He, like my brother's friend, is very nice, but talks forever and ever. I don't mind at all when I'm not busy, really, I like having people to talk to, but when I am busy it's just frustrating.
I can't even be all that excited about Fanime until I have the finances figured out, and it seems that's going to be right down to the wire. I know Fanime's going to work out just fine, I know I'll have an amazing time with my friends as I ever do and I'll be as excited as ever to go, but it's just not fun trying to figure out financial logistics.
I know it's going to work out, just have to keep at it. Just have to try and keep up with everything going on and try not to stress too much. Really all I want to do is hang out and relax, but that's all I ever want to do anyway (and then when I can do this, it's not as great or fulfilling as I expect, and it passes far too quickly).
Will post about my awesome Pokémon B/W genga tomorrow I suppose!
It's 1 AM and he is still here, doing whatever. He'll be gone soon, but anyway, his presence has seriously affected my productivity.
So these vital days with a thousand things to do keep passing with the most important things done, but not nearly as much as I should be doing or want to do. Then, it seems like when I finally do have time and ability to be listing things on Ebay or whatever, my neighbor suddenly appears. He, like my brother's friend, is very nice, but talks forever and ever. I don't mind at all when I'm not busy, really, I like having people to talk to, but when I am busy it's just frustrating.
I can't even be all that excited about Fanime until I have the finances figured out, and it seems that's going to be right down to the wire. I know Fanime's going to work out just fine, I know I'll have an amazing time with my friends as I ever do and I'll be as excited as ever to go, but it's just not fun trying to figure out financial logistics.
I know it's going to work out, just have to keep at it. Just have to try and keep up with everything going on and try not to stress too much. Really all I want to do is hang out and relax, but that's all I ever want to do anyway (and then when I can do this, it's not as great or fulfilling as I expect, and it passes far too quickly).
Will post about my awesome Pokémon B/W genga tomorrow I suppose!
