What am I supposed to do...? T_T
Jan. 19th, 2006 04:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pacificpikachuI got my letter from Lewis & Clark today, and...I wasn't accepted or declined. They're putting me into the regular application pool (instead of the early action), so I have to wait until April to know whether I get in or not. It says I only have a 1/3 chance of getting in... I have a bad feeling about this because I don't have much of my Japanese courses done. I can finish the second semester of the first year in the time they're allowing me to send in additional grades and such, but I still feel that may not be enough.
As of right now, I'm a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do--if I don't get in, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'll most likely go to Portland anyway, because...well, more is riding on this than just college--let's just put it that way--but... *Sigh* I really, really don't know what to do about this. ;_; It says I can send additional grades and assignments and such, but...I'm so nervous... There's so much that depends on this (especially emotionally).
;_;
I think I might have something very important to write tonight, if I can get up my courage enough to even write it.
Well, I need all the luck I can get. I suppose I'm going to be spending the next two or so months scrambling to do anything that'll make me look better on the application.
As of right now, I'm a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do--if I don't get in, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'll most likely go to Portland anyway, because...well, more is riding on this than just college--let's just put it that way--but... *Sigh* I really, really don't know what to do about this. ;_; It says I can send additional grades and assignments and such, but...I'm so nervous... There's so much that depends on this (especially emotionally).
;_;
I think I might have something very important to write tonight, if I can get up my courage enough to even write it.
Well, I need all the luck I can get. I suppose I'm going to be spending the next two or so months scrambling to do anything that'll make me look better on the application.
