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pacificpikachu) wrote2006-05-14 09:13 pm
pacificpikachu) wrote2006-05-14 09:13 pm
Bah, another day of anti-social chores...
Really, friends, where did you all go? Oh well. Today wasn't bad, persay, just...uneventful. I got up, fed the birds, did chores, did more chores, fed the birds, did more chores, read 1984, took a short nap, went up to our neighbor's house to clean out the chicken coop we're going to use to get our chickens back from Rusty's, took two showers, and did more chores. Made Mom dinner because it's Mother's Day, reserved our AX hotel rooms (now THAT was exciting--we have 'em from June 30th until July 4th, so no more having to drive to get to the registration line at 5:30 AM. And only $89 a night!).
In the beginning of the day, for entirely unknown reasons, I started to fill out a 1000 question survey. I made it about 800 questions in before I couldn't bear it anymore and wimped out.
I also, for no apparent reason, started downloading episodes of Higurashi no Naku Koro ni and The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. Both of them have elements I'm skeptical of, just basing off genres and art styles, but because the fansub community is in an uproar over them (Haruhi in particular is insanely popular already), I figured I might as well give them a try. I also need to download the crazy-looking FMA OAVs. I'm looking forward to those. Yet more things to add to my currently long but not moving "Must Watch" list.
Well, that was pretty much my day. I'm starting to think I'm getting depressed or something from lack of doing anything. Not depressed in a "WOE SADNESS ANGST"-way, but just in a...I'm completely listless and unmotivated way. I just sit around and do nothing and be lonely and I know I'm still dealing with a lot of stuff, but I need people to remind me that I'm not a robot. Because I might be turning into a robot. With me, there seem to be two extremes on the emotional scale: the first is that I become completely, obsessively immersed in my emotion, and the second is that I forget I even have emotions.
I also need to write! Ack! Like I said, my muse has fled at the idea that I can indeed write now that I have time. How nice of it. ._.;
In the beginning of the day, for entirely unknown reasons, I started to fill out a 1000 question survey. I made it about 800 questions in before I couldn't bear it anymore and wimped out.
I also, for no apparent reason, started downloading episodes of Higurashi no Naku Koro ni and The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. Both of them have elements I'm skeptical of, just basing off genres and art styles, but because the fansub community is in an uproar over them (Haruhi in particular is insanely popular already), I figured I might as well give them a try. I also need to download the crazy-looking FMA OAVs. I'm looking forward to those. Yet more things to add to my currently long but not moving "Must Watch" list.
Well, that was pretty much my day. I'm starting to think I'm getting depressed or something from lack of doing anything. Not depressed in a "WOE SADNESS ANGST"-way, but just in a...I'm completely listless and unmotivated way. I just sit around and do nothing and be lonely and I know I'm still dealing with a lot of stuff, but I need people to remind me that I'm not a robot. Because I might be turning into a robot. With me, there seem to be two extremes on the emotional scale: the first is that I become completely, obsessively immersed in my emotion, and the second is that I forget I even have emotions.
I also need to write! Ack! Like I said, my muse has fled at the idea that I can indeed write now that I have time. How nice of it. ._.;